Conversations

The whole family was there in Grandma's ICU room. My eyes were glazed over after a five day high, not thinking i went up to Tally and told her, "I'm done". With no concern in her eyes, she muttered "with what lori..". Then it just came out, " I've been high ." Tally just stood there, just thinking, right when i looked away, she raged, grasping my arm and pulled me out of the room with incredible strength. Whispering so no one could hear us, but at the same time with anger, she said "I can't fucking do this anymore, after everything we have been through, with Zach, me and you, i can not be here for you anymore." For the first time in days i felt emotion, anger, disappointment, and alone, "why?" i said. "Because, this has to be a superficial relationship now." I was trying not to cry, after she went back into the room i just fell down in tears, feeling guilt and sadness.

Creative Me

If a movie were mad of my life, the big scene would be when i graduate from medical school, but then again that isn't that climactic.. it could be where i find love and fly away.. lame.

The actress that would play me would be..uhh.. don't really know many actresses.. but someone awkward. Well for a title, i have no idea, maybe something like, starving under the moonlight(if you know me you would knopw why i chose that). To be human is a great adventure, but to life as something completely different, i would be a shark; love to swim, or a falcon; want to fly:)

I hate performing in talent shows, its stupid to be judges on how well i can do something, but if i were forced, i would...sing? i dunno.. something artistic. My new name would be Alice. I really don't . I suppose a modern atrist would paint me as an old record player. Dinner with someone famous.. Queen Elizabeth the first. Teddy would say, when Lori was little she would always throw me around but at the end of the day i was loved by her.